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so·cial·ist [ sṓshəlist ] or So·cial·ist [ sṓshəlist ]


noun (plural so·cial·ists) (plural So·cial·ists)

Definition:

believer in socialism: somebody who believes in or supports socialism or a socialist party




adjective

Definition:

1. advocating socialism: relating to, based on, or advocating socialism


2. relating to socialists: relating to socialists or a socialist party

Taurus

Taurus - February 26, 2009

You may feel as if someone is poking you in the side today, dear Taurus, urging you to get up and get moving. Don't be surprised if someone seems to be picking on you for no reason. Other people's lack of sympathy and sensitivity might be acute on a day like this. Try not to take it personally. Your hard outer shell may be put to the test in terms of its ability to protect your soft, vulnerable insides.

Blah

Mindless I wish I were
days are long and crazy
thoughts are in and out
and I'm constantly thinking.

Drifting away of my past
moving to a present
that's unknown to me.

I pout and cry and yet it does nothing
it seems I'm in a glass box
looking out and everyone around me
just walks around me.

I'm walking down a path
reminds me of my childhood
but the weeds have come and taken over.

I'm jut not me anymore
I don't know where I went
I don't know where I'll be.

Rock Bottom

I hit it this weekend. I've been battling a lot of stress and anxiety and it finally got the best of me.

I've decided to stop taking my birth control. (let's just hope I don't end up pregnant) but, I'm eliminating extra hormones incase they are to blame.

I quit my diet. I'm not going to eat everything in sight but Im not going to worry about my weight right now. I'm still going to exercise, but to feel better. I need to focus on my health and not my weight.

I ordered some self help books online. Will they work, who knows. One of the books is about dealing with stress and anxiety and the other is about battling my moods.

Hopefully, in the next month or two, I will start feeling better.

I am driving myself crazy

My sister needs a job!

My sister is looking for a part time, evening shift position. It doesn't have to pay a lot of money. She's in class at Mary Washington during the day and needs some spending money.

Any ideas?

We tried to get her a job at Geico, and they were going to hire her. However, she would have to do 3 months of daytime training. That is not possible for her, due to her college classes.

Someone help, please! She lives with me and I really do not want to pay her bills!!

Which path to take?

I'm at the Crossroads

Do I...

Rent again for another year, so that I can support the possibility that Dave might propose to me in a year and I might move to Lynchburg.

Or do I...

Focus on my job and myself and buy a house in May, which would be really difficult for me if Dave were to propose to me.


It's like choosing love or money. I've been down the road that offered love and it turned out to be a dead end. BUT, I can't compare my current relationship to my past relationship.

I'm stuck and starting to worry myself into a mess

I need a new book

I'm not a big reader. I've never been one to get lost in a book or spend hours reading. However, I'm now a metro passenger and I need something to occupy my time.

I really liked the book Cindy let me borrow, "Bet Me" by Jennifer Cruise. I LOVED that book. I've tried the other Jennifer Cruise books though and I don't like them.

Any ideas?