Sick and tired of work already. I'm exhausted by the end of the week. Commuting is like working 13 hours a day, but only getting paid for 8.
I hope that soon I get used to the commute. I hope my body will adjust because every night I get home, I have no interest in anything but eating and going to bed.
I'm starting to get annoyed with everything around me. I'm being totally overbearing to my boyfriend. I'm trying to diet while I'm annoyed, which makes it 10x worst. I miss my friends because they are on different schedules. I want to drink a few beers this weekend, but that would interfere with trying to diet.
Pretty much, I'm shit out of luck.
Any ideas on how I can keep myself occupied this weekend? My boyfriend has to work so I will not be seeing him and my friends are either busy taking care of their family or my other friends are drinking. WTF!
I think I might just hibernate this weekend and rent a bunch of movies. I get a massage on Saturday.. Olivia, I can't wait to see you.
It's already time for bed and I've been fighting off the hunger pangs for about 3 hours now.. so I'm out!!! Wish me luck on falling asleep quickly. Tomorrow is Friday.. Thank GOD
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Lately...........
I haven't been writing anything. Today I'm going to try and cram all the updates into one blog.. so I can continue on and try to keep up with this.
So.. Work - going so/so. I really like the job and the new people I've met and the "idea" of working at the Pentagon. I feel kind of cool saying I work in DC at the Pentagon. Those who don't know much about the Pentagon or who have never been to DC think the Pentagon is just the coolest most top secret government agent type thing.. it's practically a big high school with adults over 25 (mostly over 40 and retired military) trying to run up and down escalators to get to their office. I'm one of those included. I've never walked and ran so much in my life. I actually think my ass is shrinking (sike I doubt it) .. LOL So.. job cool.. Commuting SUCKS!!! I hate it so bad. I almost cry everytime I get stuck in traffic trying to get home. People.. just f'n merge already!
Um.. Boyfriend - still going strong.. maybe even stronger. He moved to Lynchburg Friday. He's out on his path.. and he's working to find what he needs and wants in life. I support him 100% even though it is less time for me :P I think the move will be such a GREAT thing for him. So.. we will see how it goes. Hopefully he will stay busy and I'll stay busy and we won't miss each other too much.
Baby Lily is here - although I haven't gotten to see her much. Just a few times.. but shes beautiful and big :) Roxanna looks absolutely amazing and it just proves how brave women can be. Makes me think twice about the "no drugs during delivery" idea I've had concrete in my mind for so long.. but to each his own.. we will see when my day comes YEARS from now LOL. I'm hoping for a miracle drug / pill that just puts me out until the whole thing is over!
As for me myself.. I have decided to go BACK on a diet. I started today.. I'm not even really hungry because I'm so sick of eating. I have been endulging sp? in fast food for about 3 weeks now and I'm starting to feel sick and I have constant heartburn and I know it is what I'm eating and when I'm eating. So I've decided since during the week I won't see my boyfriend, nor my friends... I'm going to start working out and cooking again. Maybe possibly start my dinner nights with Cindy.. although I'm sure she wants to eat at a normal time. My dinners are usually around 7 and 8. I don't know exactly how easy it is going to be to fit a workout in my day.. but even if it is 30 minutes, thats 30 minutes I didn't do before. Slowly.. but surely. I just need a routine!
Oh.. and I almost forgot. I had to drop both of my classes, so I'm not longer a college kid :( My humanities class was at 5:30 and there is absolutely no way I could make it home in time. Then my aerobics class wasn't until 7, but I couldn't hardly make that one either. He wanted me to not miss more than 2 days and I had already missed 3 and a 4th one happened and I realized everyday would be a struggle.. so I elliminated the stress. I am going to definitely look into taking online classes next semester... now that I can afford to take as many classes as I want.
So.. Work - going so/so. I really like the job and the new people I've met and the "idea" of working at the Pentagon. I feel kind of cool saying I work in DC at the Pentagon. Those who don't know much about the Pentagon or who have never been to DC think the Pentagon is just the coolest most top secret government agent type thing.. it's practically a big high school with adults over 25 (mostly over 40 and retired military) trying to run up and down escalators to get to their office. I'm one of those included. I've never walked and ran so much in my life. I actually think my ass is shrinking (sike I doubt it) .. LOL So.. job cool.. Commuting SUCKS!!! I hate it so bad. I almost cry everytime I get stuck in traffic trying to get home. People.. just f'n merge already!
Um.. Boyfriend - still going strong.. maybe even stronger. He moved to Lynchburg Friday. He's out on his path.. and he's working to find what he needs and wants in life. I support him 100% even though it is less time for me :P I think the move will be such a GREAT thing for him. So.. we will see how it goes. Hopefully he will stay busy and I'll stay busy and we won't miss each other too much.
Baby Lily is here - although I haven't gotten to see her much. Just a few times.. but shes beautiful and big :) Roxanna looks absolutely amazing and it just proves how brave women can be. Makes me think twice about the "no drugs during delivery" idea I've had concrete in my mind for so long.. but to each his own.. we will see when my day comes YEARS from now LOL. I'm hoping for a miracle drug / pill that just puts me out until the whole thing is over!
As for me myself.. I have decided to go BACK on a diet. I started today.. I'm not even really hungry because I'm so sick of eating. I have been endulging sp? in fast food for about 3 weeks now and I'm starting to feel sick and I have constant heartburn and I know it is what I'm eating and when I'm eating. So I've decided since during the week I won't see my boyfriend, nor my friends... I'm going to start working out and cooking again. Maybe possibly start my dinner nights with Cindy.. although I'm sure she wants to eat at a normal time. My dinners are usually around 7 and 8. I don't know exactly how easy it is going to be to fit a workout in my day.. but even if it is 30 minutes, thats 30 minutes I didn't do before. Slowly.. but surely. I just need a routine!
Oh.. and I almost forgot. I had to drop both of my classes, so I'm not longer a college kid :( My humanities class was at 5:30 and there is absolutely no way I could make it home in time. Then my aerobics class wasn't until 7, but I couldn't hardly make that one either. He wanted me to not miss more than 2 days and I had already missed 3 and a 4th one happened and I realized everyday would be a struggle.. so I elliminated the stress. I am going to definitely look into taking online classes next semester... now that I can afford to take as many classes as I want.
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